Time to talk…..I was having a ‘whoopi Ghost’ moment ….

 This continues on from the previous blog ……

Greg met us with a big smile and seemed really happy to see us. He started with a greeting that went something like this…

“We are so pleased you’ve come today there are a lot of people here who want you to know you are very much loved. I think it’s your mum wanting to say Hello.”

He was looking straight at me …

WTF!!!!!

Well that was it …. flood gates open and Grandad’s hankie poised catching the tears as they rolled down my face, I was a mess….

 I couldn’t believe it….

It was such a shock….

 For those of you who are skeptical You may well be thinking that Lerryn may have prompted him prior to the evening unfolding, but Lucy and I had entered the room together and he had no idea who would come into the room next. There were no time slots with names by them and how on earth did he know that it was me that had lost my mum and not Lucy…..

It seriously took my breathe away!!!

 Once I had composed myself and released Lucy’s hand, We sat down and pulled cards from 2 different packs.

I guess it’s a bit like horoscopes….. you can fit the words to a number of situations but for me the cards I pulled were extremely appropriate.

My first card said believe in yourself, see yourself doing well and you will ….

That was a joke right? I had such a small slither of “believe in yourself “pie

guess I was looking at a message here…————————————-

 

 

The second card was a card of the third eye chakra….It was a card saying I needed healing… he got that right, my god I needed it by the bucket load  !!!

That was as apt then as it is today, it’s just that the circumstances have changed somewhat….

I needed to heal emotionally from my past back then, but now I need healing of a different sort……

It was also telling me that it was safe to look within and it was safe to see your energies of love in all its forms such as angel’s auras and visions….

Hmmmm ok that bit freaked me out …

I certainly was not wanting to go within myself …too bloody painful!!

And to see angels auras and visions …. hmmmm not too sure about that one either! ….

The third card I pulled was a card of Integrity…

It was telling me to pursue what you believe in …

I was to align my actions so they would match my values and my inner knowingness of what was right for me…..

I was to be proud of myself and if I was to be different then that was ok ….

Right …Ok …. I suppose I could begin to turn this all around …I mean I was on the right pathway now wasn’t I ?

I was ready to change my views… question my past… maybe even heal!!! ..

I certainly didn’t want to be a victim anymore that was consuming and exhausting and to be quite honest was holding me down, drowning me …..

The final card I pulled was an impressive card. It was pushing me to confirm what was flooding through my thoughts as he was reading all these cards to me ….

Vacuum away fear….I was to call upon the Arch angels Michael and Raphael to lift all fear based energy from me, my surroundings, this situation and everyone else involved in my life…..

 

That was huge …

It was a huge ask of me …

I was petrified of my past and I was holding so many painful memories that it was causing me so much heartache ….

I had sunk into a life of panic and fear and although people would recognize an upbeat confident lady…..

 inside I was dying ….

I needed to find peace …I needed to let go ….

So with the card reading over we moved on to spirit …

Well he started by telling me that he had a tall gentleman by his side making a funny face. He assured me that this man had been collected by his daughter and Greg continued to tell me that he believed this man to be my Grandad…

I was speechless…

We used to stay with my nan and grandad every other weekend and it was such an awful feeling when it was time to be collected by my Dad, not because he was collecting us, but more what we were going home to…

My nan would cup our little faces ( my sisteris 3 years younger than me ) and kiss us gently on the forehead, reassuring us that we would be ok and that if she was needed all we had to do was call…no words were ever needed at home time …

 She never stood and waved goodbye … looking back and now I’m an adult myself, I think she found it all to upsetting…

But Granddad well, he stood as we left by the rickety old gate with his right hand saluting us and his left hand waving a hankie …

                                                                                            His tongue was poked out to one side and he always made is his glasses sit squiffy on his nose …My sister and I would shout at the top of our voices hanging from the car window ….

“Make a funny face …Make a funny face! “…. 

We would continue shouting until Grandad was out of sight and he was waving his hankie frantically until we were out of sight, we had the wind in our faces blowing our hair everywhere as we hung out of those back windows….

 How I love to remember those little things that our grandparents did……I’ll tell you later how special nan and grandad were to me in another chapter ….

Greg was focusing on making sure I knew that a message was coming through very clear about cars, I couldn’t make a connection but now a few years on there is a very strong connection …

I just hadn’t opened my eyes at that point…..

He told me they were all here and wanting to give me a great big hug ..he repeated this a few times “a great big hug ….a great big hug “ ….

 It felt nice to know a hug was coming straight from heaven….

I was told that my Nan had been watching over Naomi from the corner of her room and when I sat on Naomi’s bed later that evening filling her in on what had been said, we both realized that Nanny’s picture was in a frame in the corner of her bedroom …..

 

Greg described Nanny as a calm loving, caring person and that she had a gentle spirit …

He was bang on ….

As you can imagine this offered a huge amount of comfort to both Naomi and myself ….

Greg then smiled really kindly at nothing….

He was staring into space …

He was listening to something …

A person….

He was ready to share a few precious words with me…..

 My Mum was present …..

He told me this…

Your mum is always by your right side and she is always with you…

I was never to doubt that she was by my side …

At this point although things made perfect sense I was still sat there a little skeptical when he turned to the fireplace, to his right side and said …

”no really!! I can’t say that …

Why?

I don’t see the relevant ….

Ok… Here goes …

She wants to tell you one word and I don’t know what she means by this …but

LAMPSHADES!!” 

 He was laughing because My Mum was laughing….

Well Oh My God, I was nearly knocked off my perch, I was so shocked …

 

She had been shopping with us…. with Naomi and myself that very day !!!

Remember what did with that lampshade …..

Only she would have known if she was present ….

It was totally insane …

I was totally gobsmacked….

He continued with another message ….

I would always be her little girl. She liked reading books to me and wanted to thank me ….

Greg shared with me what he could see of her personality. He said she was a funny lady quite comical with a slightly dry sense of humour and she seemed to laugh it off ….(My dad said she always laughed it off I guess this was reference as to how she coped with leukemia)….  

She had a beautiful aura surrounding her.

He told me she sits heavy on my feet at the end of my bed …This I  knew already….

 I had felt her for many years and to this day I find comfort when I have weight on my feet…

He continued with this sentence….

“She loves you very much and she is very proud of you” …

That’s what I wanted from this reading ….

WOW I was so emotional ….

So now the tears were free falling, rolling down my face, but I made no noise….

 I was engrossed in his words …

I felt like I could have climbed inside his body …

I can only describe it as a Whoopi Goldberg ‘ghost moment’…

 

I wanted to climb inside him and hold my Mums hands. I wanted to hug her, hold her, kiss her and tell her I loved her so much …

He continued extremely engulfed in spirit with these words and he spoke as if she was speaking straight to me…

 He had so much pain and sadness in his voice and in his eyes …

“I am sorry I past …

I didn’t mean too….

I never expected to die my love.

I was very surprised at how ill I had become from feeling flu like and headachy …

I only closed my eyes but couldn’t get back to you “……

With that she was gone …

“Anything else Greg said …anything else?” and then turned to us and said …

“she’s gone” .….

The room was so peaceful …I could tell Greg was moved by the experience he had just delivered to Lucy and myself …..

I was so very grateful to have experienced this with Greg and I couldn’t thank him enough.

 I will never be able to express my gratitude to Lerryn either. She has changed my life forever and I love her so much for that ….

love kirsten xxx

 

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2 thoughts on “Time to talk…..I was having a ‘whoopi Ghost’ moment ….

  1. Love you too sweetie. Thank you for being you. X

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